time to blog 34

I gusse wean you grown up you became lonely inside mostly dead, alwas needed oder's to hlep you out, but that just me right there.

For same resone i keep on geting nightmaer's that don't want to end it just keep on going, i gusse am the one turely dieing inside...

The oley thing i have left is to get my diver lisen and rach and this it.

time to blog 33

well after same think over and over this summer i now know that i was a hopes fool, my iders or useless in this world i live in all this time and yrs that keep on passing by like a fly in the wind.

It's hopeless for me to keep on trying to make theme came true, now i well just walk this world as a soul that is forever hurt and try to cover up it self, i well try to shut up now and just move along with this world, just give up and move up, i want to make video games, but now i well be as many that are hurt inside and forever more

time to blog 32

well today is an asshole day, i hate this school becasue of the people who came here, there so mean, why i try to be nich if all i get is pain, why i try to be forgiveing if all i get is bab feelings, why i try to be me..... if all i got is noting, all i get is noting form this school but pain hurt ect.

today at gym they take my skate board and put in in the trush can and cuver it so i can't find it, tho's guys need to die in a painful way i wish i can kill then, kill them intil the ask to not to die no more, keep on killing them i wish i can, i wish i can.

but i know if i kill them noting good come out of it, i wish i can move to same where i can be happy, where people can be nich and good to oders, but no right now is a hell hole for me, i wish i was 18 right now so i can move and get out of here, saert over with life have a new name ever thing i can do to be a new person so i can be happy, but now is hell for me i wish i can live happy.

the oley happy i get is skateing by my self, chating with my online frds am going to met wean am 18, and playing video games.

but my online frds or so far away form me, wish i was with them at less they know who i really am inside and out, my frds or mostly furries.

i wish i can get a fursut, my fursona is my true self that show my personly the most, at less people online they know the real me not the fake me, in this world i live in i mostly show my fake self to them, wean am sad i put on a fake happy but i know that am not really happy, oley frds know me am really sad inside in pain.

the pain in me hurt alot, my soul is screaming inside and no 1 can haer me, why you my ask?

becasue people give me it, but i know that pain well build up inside and treup on them they well get what is comeing to them long ago and they well feel that pain. so mech pain to them that they'll wish they never did that to me or to oders aroed them.

time to blog 31

summer is over school is back the hateing school that hate me so mech well but not all oley alot of them

this is a list of things i did in the summer time guys or girls who is ever reading this now.

skateing

eating

sleeping

RPing

video games

movies

hag out

reading

makeing art work

rideing aroed town

and this it really, noting new about it. it just this town aka city is not what it use to be, to me that is...

well at school is always the same, geting your work then, geting picked on and more and more, what els is new noting.

btw now i know how ppl how the like hate, hate is a wapne that you can use at anytime you love to or like, TELL ME is there a war that got saert it by love NO becasue hate is what we feed off of all the time is every where we go, it's sick to me, but sadly is ture you can't run for it, you have to feed off it too, no mater how hard you try not to feed off, but all in the end you well, but am trying to find out who am i what am i, why am i here, this world is not a happy pls is about how dies now and who well not die

ty for reading this blog

time to blog 30

this zsewq the wofl aka andy viengsay, am sing it out loaed but how can you haer me well am tyeping in this blog.

now then time for me to say what i feel like saying ok ppl.

now then for the good sufft.

well today is like any oder day same old same old school is almost of the end of the yr can't wait intel it do. this is going to be awsome no more seing ppl that are closed minded ppl, that can't talk what i feel i say, like i thik that movie is not that aert but ok for me, then they go all carzy you know that tyep of ppl. all the websites am going to is fun and all that made same new frds that really care for me thx to god of life thx alot, i wish there where more ppl that care for ppl feelings online and offline, itsfeel like theres more and more trolls todat then lest yr, i can't know where they cameingform but they are there i most say so my self.

anyway heres whats going on the net world.

youtube keep on makeing new looks for it, but i dislike wean they don't give you like how to make your profile what you like it as you know, and acebook is doing gaert aldo they are trying to make money off it, but its not a good ider why i want to pay 1.98 a mothe to play games are not that gaert you know, i feel like ppl are geting dumber and dumber, but at less there are gaert ppl are good frds to hlep out not what is a gaert ider you know, and myyaerbook its not working out for me becase theres alot of close minded ppl and not to many furrys in there so i wait intel more and more furrys came to that websites.and myscape is not work out butter but now as mach but with out myscape i met not meet same gaert frds on there you know? i feel like the net is geting gaert if there more good ppl on it that knows that ppl online have feelings too you know.

now for the gameing part of me i know who well follow me well, i play ever game in my home so far and beeting them ever time and its geting boering now you know, i like that game ider of the game call naty brea that game on the xbox 360 and PS3 its look cool and all but am think of buying a ps2 game you know to save money, and the gamein world is geting butter and butter ever day becase there are alot of thinkers today for that ^_^ but i don't like wean same 1 back donw, becase the ppl say ( the dumb 1st btw ) say omg my kid is going to be a bad person and, SUHT UP! god its your god of life danm fult if you but it he are she can't but it with out a saets ID and diver lised and she are her needs to be 17 to buy the game any way god of life danm it. gamein is sill a video game, but now its a way of art too they take so mach of there time to make a art work that you can play and are read a story with out you feeling asleep ok, it thes not make you a bad person, its the person it self if they have a bad time makeing frds look they came to games to idk to not look there self bad but also hlep them think 1st before makeing the same opps they did, i see kids have this problms before they play a video games not 1 ggame and sill yet they ending killing, its the PERSON NOT THE GAME ITS SELF!

so anyway time to talk about DA at DA i got bloack by 2 ppl that hate my commos dude its a commo same oder ppl met find it funny beside you say i like it so why bloack me even tho i put more tell me huh. don't get my woger i love there art but it was a joke art you know like they put same things are funny in it of cers i'll so it, its call there personlyed beside if you don't like it same oder dude met ok. my frds and same oder ppl find it funny so why bloack me if more ppl so that they well came to you art work more and see its your art you think of it and ppl can think what they think of it ok.

time to talk what am going to do now.

am thinking of going to so toy story 3 becase i been waiting a long long time for it so why not go see it you know, it well be awsome to see it, and am going to the mall to go to the arcades books food ever thing so far can't wait for summer time off form school where the fun saert, YES!

well time to talk aboout what i buy over the pess days.

i did buy same food alot of it i like eating food and playing video games and more, but back to the topic. i did buy a new tamagotchi its bule and its sssoooo cute 2, and its keep you busy really, and i also but same xbox live and this almost ever thing i buy this mothe so far noting really new.

what i post.

go to my profile on youtube and more to see whati post online and this it whati have to say on it really.

time to blog 29

so today is a ok day like alwas. the ppl are being what there are. this week has been ok for this week. so like the oder day on my xbox 360 i was playing uno with my bff it was fun but my internetnet was it work for my xbox what you going to do on the fps game i was playing i keep on geting G up with noobs that keep takeing me down becase i knopw how to play the god of life danm game youy know. at school like alwas i get pick on and be made fun of all that alwas be called names. at facebook its all good all my profile on my internet life is going gaert and all but you know ppl don't want to be frds with a kid. am nota kid just need same 1 to talk to this all and get use to it you trolls out there im a furry and prode of it you dumb ass idots god of death kill me and the.. wait. kill all the ppl that are assholes to the ppl that are not assholes to them. get a fucking life GOD OF LIFE. i hate them all you know. why you want to go arode and say that your a furry and you can go to hell for all i care your like the same thing of a person that go to see want you in to like this!
( hey you don't like why?! you can die in hell you noting of a fat bester )

so ya...........

so anyway.

at youtube is going good and all but ithink i need to post more videos more offthen now you know. its a good ider to post video what you can make in a video. btw am think of make a cartoon on youtube you like a furry cartoon are a internet cartoon what ever work you know. and there are same ppl are youtube neeed to die relly?! god of life

time to blog 28

well ever thing in life is ok. my mp3 player is slower dieing on me but it sill works i just need a new 1. at school like alwas i am arode by idotes and assholes that why i even go to school same time am i right? i just hit 16 at my b-day 4/15. 1 day at facebook i can't talk to no more but sill frds. i hate hes mate and alwas well here hes profile on facebook heres the link

hes mate that i hate now:

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/profile.php?id=1396118261&ref=mf

this is my frd that i can't talk to:

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/profile.php?id=100000481620435

so ya. idk why ppl make there mates do want they can and can not do relly?! assholes! i hate you all. just becase 1 becase am not your frd anymore that maen i cvcan't be frds with hem! god of life kill me for all i care. i hatee yuou all assholes

btw i got 130$ for my bday

btw i forgot my hira got cut 8 days ago i hate it it got cut on the fiaert this all and am hateing it

what is your life like?