well today is an asshole day, i hate this school becasue of the people who came here, there so mean, why i try to be nich if all i get is pain, why i try to be forgiveing if all i get is bab feelings, why i try to be me..... if all i got is noting, all i get is noting form this school but pain hurt ect.
today at gym they take my skate board and put in in the trush can and cuver it so i can't find it, tho's guys need to die in a painful way i wish i can kill then, kill them intil the ask to not to die no more, keep on killing them i wish i can, i wish i can.
but i know if i kill them noting good come out of it, i wish i can move to same where i can be happy, where people can be nich and good to oders, but no right now is a hell hole for me, i wish i was 18 right now so i can move and get out of here, saert over with life have a new name ever thing i can do to be a new person so i can be happy, but now is hell for me i wish i can live happy.
the oley happy i get is skateing by my self, chating with my online frds am going to met wean am 18, and playing video games.
but my online frds or so far away form me, wish i was with them at less they know who i really am inside and out, my frds or mostly furries.
i wish i can get a fursut, my fursona is my true self that show my personly the most, at less people online they know the real me not the fake me, in this world i live in i mostly show my fake self to them, wean am sad i put on a fake happy but i know that am not really happy, oley frds know me am really sad inside in pain.
the pain in me hurt alot, my soul is screaming inside and no 1 can haer me, why you my ask?
becasue people give me it, but i know that pain well build up inside and treup on them they well get what is comeing to them long ago and they well feel that pain. so mech pain to them that they'll wish they never did that to me or to oders aroed them.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
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